But yeah, I am free of that anxiety I spoke of last. I'm absolutely excited and surprised all at the same time. You see, for one too many days I thought he was mature. He proved me & the rest of those who have kept up with that drama that age is in fact nothing BUT a number. LMAO ( Read more... )

Funny, I pushed One aside in rebelious action(s), not paying attention to God's will for me- AT ALL! That One keeps coming around,m popping up, playing "hind and go seek" with me when doubt is near... why? I need God to answer that one for me ( Read more... )

Here I am, In love with a guy that is beautiful inside and out. Responsible (to an extent), loves children, has a great family and yet I'm looking at the ever rising thought... Him having a Girlfriend is definatly a choice. It wasn't forced upon him. Yet, I feel as if him spending any sort of money on me is impossible. Not that I'm with him so he ( Read more... )

how evil and dark hearted people of this world are. It hit me this morning when I was crossing an intersection on 42st and Girallda. As I began to make my way to the other side, a car that was at a far distance is now all of a sudden minutes away from killing me, and ironically him self as well. All for the sack of not letting me cross. It was done ( Read more... )

My appeal was approved. God is SO good. This means my fairytale isn't ruined after all. <3 Bliss.

But my weekend will be VERY busy...

Thursday morning to sunday night. Ugh!

I have to go to school tomorrow morning to speak to an adviser. Then I have to go to a dress fitting, then spinning<3 ( Read more... )

When I was a little girl, I always wanted to marry young. Daddy always told me that I had to finish school FIRST! Well this weekend, Sunday to be exact; I received a letter from Dade, telling me that I couldn't return to school for an other year. My Far, Future dream instantly disintagrated. Later that day, I went to service, and prayed that God ( Read more... )

I haden't written in my journal since before the night Vane & company went to the fashion show. I've been journaling on this topic since then...

Journaling=Writing to God about things I rather keep safe/safer.I was journaling about my thoughts on the egocentric behavior that comes along with bodybuilding.It's not a fair sport to the loved ones of ( Read more... )

I think I've got'em! He was telling me this afternoon, that he would go with me to His House! I wish... Maybe my prayer is being answered!!! Funny... A topic revision lead to this ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to go to the gym, as I do every morning. I drove my whole 20 minute drive, parked, and posted on my elliptical for my hr. For about a month now, I've been doing card-io twice a day. One of the Juice Monkeys that work out there, has befriended me. He has a work out partner who does the same machine as I do. We were chatting ( Read more... )

Life as I know it is progressing. You know that saying that says "The clock waits for no one"... Well it,in fact,is true. I turned 21 this year and I should have been almost done with College. Ever since I could remember I've hated school. Only because it has never been alluring to me. In reality my only struggle is with math. UGH! How much I hate ( Read more... )