things are so messed up...i give up...i am still in love...

In a book- in a box- in the closet ( Read more... )

I must look just like a fool here ( Read more... )

life for me seems to be falling apart, i am still stuck wanting what i cannot have.im ok tho...i will be anyways. things are gettin better, some thigns that is....others will prolly never change...oh well. anyways...happiness is the only thing i want...is she happy? truly truly happy?????? i jus wanna know...

things are so screwed up now ( Read more... )

i ran away...i was caught. i knew i would be but what the hell! now im pissed cause im going thru so muhc. i didnt realize what i was doin but i was long gone before i realized i couldnt turn back...anyone else who is wondering...im ok...physically there is so much other shit i got goin on...im ok tho...kate. im fine. hope u r too. i love you girl!

My junior prom is mayb 6th. only a week away from this saturday. i wasnt going to go. i was goin to jus go to after prom cause we are havin a black light party in the small gym...which is gonna be crazy cool. but i got to thinkin, that you know, my school is very...very stupid. specially when it comes to same-sex dating ( Read more... )

I love her so much...but yet there is a hate that is growing inside of me for her ( Read more... )

im pissed. he did it again. he comes in my room busting in like mr.man. i hate him. things are really good with sarah. as weird as it seems. things are how i want them, with the exception of my living condition with the dickhead. me and megan dont tlak much now. cory doesnt really like me. im going to paradox saturday nite. clubbin! idk. im ok wih ( Read more... )

im cold on the inside. im cold on the outside. im really tired. and im really un-happy ( Read more... )