I've been living alone for a long ass time. And finally, I'm out. I dont live in that hell anymore. Except now im HELPLESS living with my best friend. Erinn. She is absolutely everything to me. Her and her family are more than i could ever ask for. And im not for sure where i would be without them ( Read more... )

Girl when I look at you you look through me like I'm not even there ( Read more... )

I've been up and down so much in the past couple weeks. i wanna say, this is it for real this time, im done and i cant do it anymore. but i cant. and i really dont want to. i wanna wait for you. i simply want her. but i want her to want me too and i think that all is changing. i dont think that she wants me the way she should, the way she says that ( Read more... )

i feel her love. but it scares me. i kno love is there 4 sure but...how real is it? how deep is it? is it just the love that i good friend puts out or is it more? is it the real deal? i love her. with all my heart. but im jus not sure if im loving to much. its crazy, the things i dream about.butterflies go crazy when i see her picture or...her ( Read more... )

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head ( Read more... )

i loved her ( Read more... )

its been awhile...i wanna talk to her. i need to know that she is ok. i miss her. and since she hasnt been home...idk. i miss her. i love her. and i still wanna marry her...................................................................sigh......................

i am still in school. its only 10:30. and i am bored. i have alot on my mind ( Read more... )

This song makes me think of her. i cried the other night when i was listening to it. im not so sure that i should have cried tho...idk. it kinda sucks, im kinda over it...but kinda not. i love this song tho. i love hinder ( Read more... )

i finally really figured it out. everyone thinkgs im crazy. cause im only 17. idk what i want they say..i dont know who i am they say...but they dont know how i feel. i found my own. the one person who is meant for me...yes...i found that person. without a doubt. i know it. now i am waiting for my one to find me. cause i will wait the rest of my ( Read more... )