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I've got a target on my neck...
Living lives just like deer in headlights,
Terrified, blind, and wait to die,
I wonder when they'll come get me,
I wonder when they'll come get me:
Big shot screaming, "Put your hands in the sky,"
He says, "Give it up boy, give it up or your gonna die,
You'll get a bullet in the back of the neck,
In the back of the neck right between the eyes."
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Well, my mom picked me up around 12:30 at work and we headed off to the hospital. Aside from her seriously not understanding directions, and being a terrible, no TERRIBLE driver, we made it there on time and without any problems, lol. We sat in the waiting room for a short time and they eventually brought me into another room to change into those ( Read more... ) -
Ahh!!!
Surgery today, t-minus 6.5 hours and counting. You know the surgery part doesn't bother me at all, I'm a little excited as I've never had surgery before. However, this being on break and not being able to eat food part...yeah, royally blows! I was supposed to be able to eat earlier this morning, then I recieved a call from the hospital last ( Read more... ) -
Another night
Another night and I'm still breathing
But I feel my life keep on seaping
Out of my lungs, rejoining molecules
In the air, like where I want to be.
If I had wings I'd fly away,
Instead my legs will keep on running.
I'm just looking for the brighter sky,
Fighting fate before I collapse and die.
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Here we go again...
Well I woke up to my dad walking in my room rather unpleasantly, apparently we have guests coming and they should be here soon...ish. Well of course I wanted to be ready so I began to crawl out of bed and just as he was leaving he made one final comment, to paraphrase, "You guys won't be hanging out in your room either, we're going to be out here ( Read more... ) -
Long night....
Whew, it was a decent New Years, but I'm glad it's finally over :P I left the house around 4 with Kirk and went down to Rockford to bowl with his family at their church potluck. It was pretty sweet, and we definately killed alot of time having fun until it was time to head to Skelletones. We got down to GR just before they opened, and then sat ( Read more... ) -
Blah
Well, I will be coming back this term for sure, however, it's at the cost of more resentment towards my parents. They refused to cosign on my loan, note they still aren't paying, unless I quit smoking, essentially threatening me with my future if I don't quit one thing I enjoy doing. It's not the quiting part that bothered me so much, I'm not ( Read more... ) -
Quiz Time
I usually don't fill these out, but it seemed fun
Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: Justin
[ .02. ] middle name: Blair
[ .03. ] last name: McCrum
[ .04. ] nickname(s): McCrum, J-Money (<-- only one person calls me that so please refrain from doing so ( Read more... ) -
Those regrets...
I just finished reading every journal entry ( Read more... ) -
We the Lights of the World
We, the lights of the world ( Read more... )