well yesterday i started going out with joseph mccormick. : ). he makes me smile alot from the things he says ( Read more... )

friday i went skating with sam acor. it was fun. cept for some parts of it. but it was alright. i spend the nite at her house and we watched movies. saturday morning we walked to taco bell and then we went to my house and watched movies. and she spent the nite : ). sunday we went to the beach and got burnt. we went back to my house and watched ( Read more... )

at the moment. idk wat to say....

ok, yesterday was my concert. it suckd ass.. ehh... i fell twice. b/c of my sister. in front of everyone.. and they tape dthe concert and got it on there too.. : (.. maaan.... anyways. i like this one dude... and.. idk.. i dont like that other dude like i did.. he seems more of like a friend now.. idk.. but yea.. umm.. i like.. josh mitchell.. but ( Read more... )

well, i have come to realize. that no matter how hard i try not to like this person. it doesnt matter wat i do. i will always like him. i will always love him. and even though we cant be together right now. my feelings for him will NEVER die. he is now gioing to another school. and i wont see him for 18 months. which kills me ( Read more... )

ok, so i know me and brandon just broke up. and i heard from a trustworthy source. that he already has a girlfriend. or is liking someone and trying to get with em. soo i figured it wouldnt hurt if i did too. besides i started to like this REALLY kewl guy, named Joe. he is like WOW. listens to me. helps me out. there when i need him. not saying my ( Read more... )

ok, well i joined this game thing online. its pertie kewl, im playin it with brandon. and learning how to play it, its alright i guess, lOl. i killed a COW, haha. it said MOOO.. but anways. i talked to joe m and josh m today. they helped me out alot. they asked me over summer if all of us wanted to hang out and wat not. and i said alright. but if i ( Read more... )

I try to be strong, I try not to show ( Read more... )

well, as of today, me and brandon broke up again, and for this time i dont know why, and really i dont care. im tired of getting hurt, ignored, left out, w/.e. all of the above, i give enormous amounts of love to people, and wat do i get in return, notta. nothing. i do alot for people and wat do they do for me, hurt me in the end. do you know how ( Read more... )

well... finally im back for the time being, ive been grounded, and im still grounded.. but yea. umm.. well i guess i will update you on everything that has happend in the past week or so since my last update. cause i dont have time right now, but i think things right now are the worst that they have ever been in my life.. too many things goin on at ( Read more... )