i'm a stupid whore.

I don't want to be left

I want to leave

no one cares

i remember trying to be tough when everything happened. and i tried to be calm and strong and okay. i try to make myself remember how it really is, but it hurts a lot and you dont get it.
you wouldnt like feeling that either. so why does it always come out to be my fault?
i didnt fucking do this to myself

bye

HIIIIII

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people are fuckin jokes. honestly. who knows anymore

life is boring. maybe thats why im screwed up

who needs this shit?? :-) not me babyyyy
check the big drawer in the desk and look for red on the outside and purple on the inside. you'll <3 it.

it's been fun but ill catch ya on the flipside.

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