Okay. So I start seing Shaun. This is not complicated although I don't want to be seeing anyone. HE isn't worried about it. I am not WORRIED, I just have fear of commitment and I do not want to compromise my life just to get laid once in a while. I really don't.
Everywhere I go it seems as though the boys just start chasing me. I never make the ( Read more... )

It's been three years since I have written in my livejournal and I think it's time that I return. Livejournal is so much different than myspace and facebook. Although it is still about sharing I feel as though it is more private still; more artistic and expressive ( Read more... )

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A couple nights ago I had a dream that I was tripping on mushrooms... and it was SO realistic I couldn't believe it. I was like, HOLY SHIT... And I didn't remember my dream until half way through the day. I guess I just have trippy dreams.


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Well, ladies and gents, again I have been let down. It totally sucks BIG TIME!! That guy I like, the one that lives right across the lawn... yeah, this is about him ( Read more... )

So, there's a boy named David who likes me. Well, he at least really wants to meet me. I have distanced myself from him in the past two days because there's something not right in the vibe. I'm sure he's a wonderful person (I only talk to him online, haven't me him), but it seems as though he thinks that we will meet and fall in love or something. ( Read more... )

Corey is dying. Corey Wentworth is dying. He is down to 109 pounds and was 114.5 three days ago. Cancer is a fucking CUNT. It is unforgiving and reckless. It will rape your children, kill your women and eat your very soul. Hate is a cancerous love. The worst thing about Corey's cancer is that he has to endure these jokes. He gets a million jokes ( Read more... )

YEP, CHALK ANOTHER ONE UP on the loser list... don't worry, I only have 6 letters in my name. It's Bree-ah-na, not Bree-anna, so that makes it grammatically correct AS WELL AS six letters long ( Read more... )

The cat is crawling all over the place and chasing around the cursor as it flies across the lines. Do you ever feel like you want to be in love? I have lately... and it's so strange because I normally don't feel that way, EVER. I want someone to have. Maybe it's because I got Fucked Over with both Rob and then Calvin. Who knows. I also want to be ( Read more... )

I look everywhere ( Read more... )