For the past couple of weeks I've been remembering a very distinct scent. It's not present, but it pops into my mind and it's almost as though I'm actually smelling it. It throws me back in time, about four years to be exact. I used to love that smell, but for all the wrong reasons ( Read more... )

Note to self: Sunshine and blue skies does not excuse the fact that you are sick and dehydrated, so next time save the run for another day.

My mind has been hooked on coming to terms with my fathers absence all of these years. Through out that time I think I may have failed to acknowledge the loss of the only sibling I could have ever had. My skin has become so thick.

The way my life has played out thus far still baffles me.

Stepping on toes with feather feet.

Christmas break has been nothing short of brilliant thus far. I need to take the time to put down all of the memories into this sad excuse for a journal. Seeing as no pictures have been taken, words will have to substitute ( Read more... )

Tonight was an awesome night. I caught up with Katey via a super long phone conversation; randomly saw Ryan H-D at the Kings Arms; witnessed Lisa give birth to Chantel (this was not so grood); meeting new people at O'Finns; the insane Christmas lights ("it looks like he stole his streets lights and put them all on his house"/"Ellen Degenenens uh ( Read more... )

I just watched some retarded television show and it made me realize how horrible I treated him. I wish I could take that back. I sometimes wonder what would have happened, most of the time I wish I knew.

My life has been undeniably interesting so far.

My brain is numb today (...again).

I feel like I'm numb to everything in my life right now.

I can't decide if this is a good thing.

Maybe I need to be numb to experience everything that's happening right now.

Maybe it's just the weather.

Maybe, maybe, maybe.
Much, too much, too much.

I'm happy, honestly.

This week has been horrible. It wouldn't be too far of a stretch to say that it has been the worst week I've had in more than a couple months.

I just feel like everything is so out of sync.
I don't feel like myself.

I need to snap out of it.

I need to get over this sinus/lung infection.

school is totally out of control and that's on account of my complete lack of self discipline.

i have to rock this week or i'm going to find myself fucked for the rest of the term.

i want to use every swear word i know right now.