im figuring no one reads this anymore, and im in need to just get something off my chest. im 21 now, and the things ive been thinking lately, and mattering the most, are nothing i thought i'd end up thinking. i am in love... very unrequited and difficult to let out kind, and it's like none before. i feel so... content with the excitement of the ( Read more... )

I’m baffled. My mind refuses to focus on the future and my heart cant beat to the rhythm that has been so familiar to me. When I glimpse into the past I am calm with understanding-knowing the every emotion that passed through me was real. That every moment actually happened and existed not only in my mind alone. Someone once said that through ( Read more... )

today was another good day ( Read more... )

honestly, to say i have the greatest life right now would be an understatement ( Read more... )

what the fuck is up?!

i havent updated my livejournal in 3 months, but i check everyone's every once in a while.

since the last time, i am in manhattan, with only 2 weeks left of freedom. then i go back to damn tiny new bern for my senior year.

my senior yeari love the way that sounds. so many perks of being a senior ( Read more... )

why do actresses on shows like sex & the city get to prance around in manhattan without a bra on? that's not fair at all. they film these shows and like it could be -10 degrees outside, and you'd know it cause carrie bradshaw's headlights will let ya know! for a feminist show like s&tc, i wish everyone could be free like that. it'd make my trips to ( Read more... )

omg ( Read more... )

hey, thanks for letting me down.

i don't like 17 one bit.

hi, my name is Amanda-Marie ELizabeta DaSilva and in 46 minutes, April 20th will be my 17th birthday.

thank you very much.

well this will be my last post for a while ( Read more... )