i haven't written in here in sooooo long. 
i dont even know where to begin
its 2007
its freaking freezing
i have amazing friends
dating an even more amazing guy

anddddddd.....i duno what else. i guess i'll write tomorrow or something.

you say you dream of my face
boy you dont need me
you just like the chase
to be real, it doesn't matter anyway 
you know, 
its just too little too late

i am SOOOOOOO blown away right now. like seriously, my friends are amazing. they always help me, and are constantly guarding my heart from the decietfull people in my life.  im so gratefull to have them always there for me being dorks, or just plain old helpin me out. expecially john dimond. if you dont know the guy, then you SERIOUSLY need to. hes ( Read more... )

all of a sudden ive felt a rush of inspiration and creativity.
painting? hm yeah sounds good.

i love emotions.
at least their good for SOMETHING.

ONE <3

LONG FREAKING SURVEY

.:. High School: edison
.:. Junior High School: talberrt.
.:. Elementary School: gisler gatorrrs
.:. Favorite soda: ive given up soda. you should be so proud.
.:. Favorite band: underoath
.:. Favorite animal: the mighty giraffe.
.:. Favorite fruit: grapes. the green kind.
.:. Favorite weather: overcast/rainy and cold.

Do You:
.:. Have a ( Read more... )

ive always been there for you

now its your turn.

*sigh*

one <3

when in doubt.
just jam out with your clam out!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaahahaha.

ONE <3

ahh! God totally hooked me up!!!!! ahhh! im so excited! woo, okay heres my story.
so i went to get my car registered, sometime last week or something. and they said it needed to get smogged so i went straight from the DMV to get it smogged and the guy at the smog station was a TOTAL jerk, and tried to run it on the machine thing and basically said ( Read more... )

i just want to wake up one day

and feel okay with everything in my life.

i dont want to feel like theres always something missing

or something i should be gaining.

i just want to feel okay. and to feel some sort of solitude.

im counting down the SECONDS til graduation.

halefreakingluia.

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it