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[0hsnapitsrachel]

theres this sick, sick feeling i have in my stomach and it wont go away. i cant even begin to try and understand where it came from, or why its here, but i can say i have a guess...im so upset, and so dissapointed. its so easy for some people to just let things go. why cant it be that easy for me. why is it SO hard to find a nice guy in this crazy

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[silverbacknatur]

hey there its stu...sorry, i've been absent lately. I'm catching up here so bear with with if these issues are resolved already. Ok here goes this. Just because some bad things are happening to you now doesn't mean good things won't. I'm sure you've had absolutely amazing moments in your life that can't compare to anything. Those are the moments that need to be reflected on. Not the bad ones. Serisously, shit happens. I've known this for 22 years of my bad luck filled life. Rarely anything good ever comes about. Same for Katy. We've been cursed with shitty luck, but look at us. Are we always sad and disappointed and lost all the time? No. Hell, I tell stories about ym bad luck. Put a spin on them to make others laugh at my misfortune. Its what you make of the good and bad. Oh, and you shouldn't hafta "fake" anything. You should want to get up in the morning because who knows what'll happen in the day. Good, bad, whatever. it's a mystery. An adventure. Whatever you want it to be. It's your perspective of it that matters. And if all

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[0hsnapitsrachel]

thanks stuuuuuu