Listen to my heart?

[0joydrop0]

I just wish he and everyone else understood that its not as easy as any of it looks. Yeah, it's not easy and that hurts, but it's hard, and that hurts more. You all tease me for just not knowing how to handle it and dammit, you're right, I don't know how to handle it. It's not that I keep to myself and don't talk, its that you don't listen. You don

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[lilly_bug_luv]

whoa! what the heck is goin on my woman?

[0joydrop0]

I talked to my mom on the phone today and she pissed me off a little...then I talked to Jon and he said the same things, well, kind of. Everyone says I'm jsut so stressed out here because things usually come so easy to me, and I am, but its not just that, its not just because its not easy, its because some stuff really is hard, and it was all piled up and I didn't know how to deal with it. I felt like I was being whiny and like both of them would rather have not been talking to me. It's like I was all alone and had 8,000 things to do and didn't even know where to start and the only advice anyone could give me was to stop whining and do it, and I wasn't sure how