I used to be a bitch to a TON of people via this website. I apologize.

I cannot wait to live with Meresith and go home for the summer and drink a little at another 'employee party' and get a cool job or two...

I just wish he and everyone else understood that its not as easy as any of it looks. Yeah, it's not easy and that hurts, but it's hard, and that hurts more. You all tease me for just not knowing how to handle it and dammit, you're right, I don't know how to handle it. It's not that I keep to myself and don't talk, its that you don't listen. You don ( Read more... )

Blah. I hate christmas and I hate being home so much sometimes, it stresses me out. The part that sucks is that lately, even if there was somewhere else to go where I wouldn't be so stressed, I have too much to do to be able to fit it in. This better get better after Christmas or I just might have to do something stupid, or at least ridiculously ( Read more... )

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Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep
Lied to ( Read more... )

Put an X by the movies you've seen. If you get more than 80, you're a movie fanatic! if u have seen them all then u r movie crazy ( Read more... )

So I thought my first weekend home would go ok, right? Well, parts did and parts didn't. So, the best part, Jon and I made up. The worst part, it didn't exactly last. The story: He came to see me Friday when he got off work. We argued right before he left to go home. Saturday morning, my mom and I took my sister and our friend Laura to the mall. ( Read more... )

For my freshmen class thing, I have to keep a journal. I suppose I'll do it on here and just copy/paste it when I have to turn it in. So...college so far is really good I guess. I haven't made many friends so far, but I've seen enough people from high school and even before that I'm not really lonely. I'm a freshman living in a completely ( Read more... )

"If you care about someone you should do it unconditionally. When someone apologizes to you forgive them. If you would be sad if they were gone tomorrow then it isn't worth holding a grudge or fighting with them today."

Its always all so hard at the same time. There is no black and white and there is no such thing as one problem at a time because life just isn't that kind. I can't take this anymore but dammit, I can't change it because I don't even know whats wrong.