i'm more than alive. i love you. gnite.

never been so stressed in my life. new job. training 5-6 hours a day today and tomorrow. final tomorrow. had to write paper tonight. study. 2 finals wednesday. really hard. really really hard. must do good job because of bad grades in class. must study all day. but cannot because of work. must also pack. after 2 finals, leave for italy. must get ( Read more... )

i want someone to love. i love you. gnite.

went home this weekend. twas good. watched 2001 a space odyssey for the first time, like end to end. holy shit. hollllllllllllly shit. what a fantastic film. instantly became a favorite. and one of the greatest films i have ever seen in my life. see it. honestly. finally finished my technothrillers paper. goddam. i fucking hate that class. honestly ( Read more... )

so happy to be alive. i love you. gnite.

im going to italy mother fuckers. i love you. gday.

i slept in the meadow last night. cold. very cold. but fun. god. the stars were so beautiful. it was so clear. you could see absolutely everything. i think once my roomate wakes up im just going to lay in bed and watch a movie. then get up. take a shower. and maybe work on my philosophy paper. im leaving tomorrow to go to cal poly to see rorys ( Read more... )

i hurt my ankle. really badly. its swollen. and im limping. and it hurts like a mother fucker. fucker. im so mad at myself. i got a 65 on my technothrillers paper. i need to do fucking kick ass on the next paper and on the final. i want to get a B in the class. good thing it was only 15%. still. im really mad at myself. i went home this last ( Read more... )

im still completely fixated on this album. theres something about it...its fucking brilliant. i turned in my philosophy midterm paper today. i think i did a good job on it. or enough. ive gotta film midterm at 4 that im pretty concerned about though. its funny. i thought that technothrillers would be my favorite class, but i actually hate it. hate ( Read more... )

when there isnt anything to do, i find myself thinking far too much. i love you. gnite.