Esse Quam Videri

i think that will be my new mantra.

man i need to update
i also need to sleep
and shower.

i haven't updated since may 12
i wrote a whole bunch
but then it got deleted 
and now i'm pissed.

may 12. spent the night at my sister's house. 
13th. prom
14th. mother's day. stayed home with the family. 
went to the library. saw one of doug's best friends working there. kind of awkward because i wasn't sure if it was him or not. i just sort of smiled ( Read more... )

every summer i tell myself
"it's going to be a good one. it's going to be the best"
and i come up with a list of things that will fulfill this
but it never happens and i end up sitting on my fat ass wishing i could go somewhere but cannot
ok, so now i drive.
it's been 3 fucking weeks.
i haven't driven a single place by myself.
that better change ( Read more... )

( the auditions )

whoa there britney....

hahahaha

i want to move

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