im so angry at everything right now. you have no idea. none whatsoever how fucking angry i am.

i fucking got pulled over today on my way home from tanning. we're doing taks right now this week and seniors dont have to show up til 12:30 every day except friday. friday is our senior day. anyway, so it's like 10:45 and im driving home.

im actually ( Read more... )

i want to get away from him. as far away and as fast as i can. i have this urge to just.. run. i dont know where to and i dont know when id stop.. but i just want to get the hell out of here.

ive been reading a book called But I Love Him by Dr. Jill Murray and it's about relationships and stuff. ive read a lot about what is a good description of a ( Read more... )

what am i living for?
no really.. i mean it.
i dont have a single thing to be proud of.
ya so i have A's and B's in school.
so fucking what.
so does everyone else with a higher GPA than me.
and to be more precise
everyone with a 3.0 or higher.
ya im like # 320 somethin in my fuckin class.
that would make me..

a DUMBASS.

i choose to hold on to a guy that ( Read more... )

YOU
name: Leah Malcolm
birthday: June 9, 1987
height: 5'4
town you live in: Austin
town born in: Austin
childhood nicknames: Juicy Butt.. shuddup yall
favorite color(s): green black blue
bf/gf: no boyfriend. im alone =(

SCHOOL
school: Connally
graduation year: 2005.. w00t
school mascot: Cougar
school colors: black and green
sports you play: played softball for ( Read more... )

im bored and dont have much to say.. even tho i do have a lot to say i just dont know how to say it. it's gayness and bothering the shit out of me. but hey, what can you do? so here, i just put down a very relivant song that needs to be shared.

(I miss you, miss you)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of ( Read more... )

it's so hard to put into words just how you really feel. watch as i try my hardest to explain my feelings.

1. Overjoyed 
                     WHY: Luke wrote the most heart-warming note to me on his page. For the first time in months, I was reminded what it's like to feel loved and to be loved. Then it took me two seconds to remember how much I ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night ( Read more... )

my mind is empty ( Read more... )

last...
-movie you rented: i dont rent movies. i either buy or jack em from shane. even tho i give em back.
-song you listened to: drowning pool - step up
-song that was stuck in your head: none really
-song you've downloaded: breaking the habit
-cd you bought: it was the Punisher soundtrack
-cd you listened to: Punisher soundtrack
-person you've called ( Read more... )

okay christmas break was great in the beginning. it fucking sucks now!!!! but ill get to that in a second ( Read more... )