I wish i was able to trace my ideas; if my ignorance prevents me from describing them properly, I hope I shall be able to delineate a few of the outlines, which are all i propose. hhhhmmmmm.....

I ♥ how i always manage to screw things up....its inevitable....

I hate you with a passion ~ ♥ ~

Why is it that i keep chasing the ghost of a good thing?
I guess its cuz i believe in it so much...
but i am haunting myself with the real thing
and its getting away from me....

i dont know anymore.....i seriously have all these things running through my mind and i am trying to get them organized but i can't....ahhhh

HAPPY
                          BIRTHDAY
                                                         JESSIKA!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY
SWEET
SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you.....happy birthday dear jessika...happy birthday to you
( it think thats how it goes...I forgot..how lame is that ( Read more... )

Okay so I got back from Mexico on Sunday well actually Monday since i got back at like 1:00. It was Jessika's first time in Mexico so that was an experience for her...haha. So we did the whole she bang...dirt biking,beach, la bufa dora (jes i still find it funny to say), off roading,Driving around in the middle of the nite in places takin over by ( Read more... )

RANDOM FACT:
                   The artist Von Dutch was a Nazi.......

hhhmmmmmm....do u still want to wear his clothing???!!

i havent updated in a while... Well last nite me and jessika went to a reception which was prettty much a party that of course involved drinking and dancing. I found it to be a very intresting and eventful nite... here are some pics from my nite....

( i know...we are crazy...but must you be so... )

So my daddy left me today! He went to France to be with my uncle when ( Read more... )

 For How long can I pretend to be happy?
When will this fake smile of mine fade?
Why am I not in the only place that I truly am happy?
Why I am not Where I can really be who I am?
When will I finally realize that I am not happy here?
Or maybe I have realized it...
Then will somebody please tell me what is stopping me from leaving!!!

The one thing ( Read more... )

Something's missing ...
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing ...
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
I can't be sure that this state of mine
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test
For loneliness
For loneliness like this ...

I am in the weirdest mood... I am going through one of my depression ( Read more... )

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