I always feel like such a dunce when this part comes, when its time to let go of someone. I often wonder how my grandparents made it 60 years. I envy and respect them for that but I guess it always ends so terribly. In my grandfather's case, lurking the hallways of a strange nursing home with Alzheimer, holding a picture of Pearl and convinced ( Read more... )

I just slept for twenty-two hours straight after consuming about 15 shots of Evan Williams. I'm feeling very tired and sluggish lately. When Kay picks a fight, I don't have the energy to defend myself or whatever the object of the attack might be. I'm starting to think this is going to end soon and badly. I've opened my mouth to speak the word ( Read more... )

I have a miniature samauria sword and an empty bottle of Jack Daniels dressed in a kimono, the world is my oyster.

I should be on medication.

I'm about to do one of the more awesome things that I have done in my recent past and climb Kay's fire escape to her roof. I will polish off my 12 pack of PBR, roll and smoke a cigarette, sit in a lawn chair, and watch the sun come up over Hudson Bay. Cheers to me and Kay living a block away from the water.

I was in a half recline in her bed with my eyes still closed and began babbling about the dream I had. "I had to kill off a dinosaur by stabbing him in the temple. All I had was a long steel pipe. It's not easy stabbing a t-rex in the temple with steel pipe. I was just really glad he wasn't wearing football helmet. I shook his little droopy ( Read more... )

job city.

She keeps me plump with home-cooked meals and 40s of Olde English. I lay around, clean up our messes and thumb through her Italo Calvino collection. Today was a wonderful day for our 4 hour walk with popsicles and coffee to kill our hangovers. I realized today how terrified of headless manicans I am. I also saw an obese rat who was run over ( Read more... )

I watched raccoon willy videos until 5am last night. What is becoming of my life?

Things have been really strange and I have been pretty damn content.