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I feel like I'm falling apart. Urgh. Me and my friend ashley had a huge talk about relationships and I couldn't stop crying.I don't feel wanted. A lot has changed in time. I feel like its not worth trying to fix anymore. I haven't wanted to be home because I don't get any positive reactions when I'm there. I need affection. Everyone does. I want to ( Read more... )

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So I'm like in love with Katy Perry!! Sooo I just got free tix to see her on that mtv show, Fn MTV premieres on July 11th! Wooo. I'm super excited. Me and Joseph are going. Its at 430 til 630. I can't wait! Her whole cd is amazing and she's totally gorgeous. Mmm. Yay!!!!!
Breaking up the grrrl<3

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What's been happening lately?! Urgh. It seems like everything me and destiny talk about, turns into an arguement. Ya. We've been fighting over everything lately. I seriously thing I've cried more than I ever have in the past month or 2. And I don't know what to do? Is that saying true? " you can love somebody soooo much that it hurts". Ya I believe ( Read more... )

Ew I'm hungyyyyy:[

So I'm at home bored. Waiting for destiny to get home. Yawn. Imissherrrrr. Wynter keeps talking but I'm ignoring her haahaha yaaa:[

So me and my gf are watching top chef. Good times. She made bomb dinner too. Rice with avocado and tomatos. Nummyyyyyyyy. I miss herrrrrrrr. She's far:[ on the other side of the couch. I wants to cuddle. Maybe she'll read this? K
Peeluh Darling

So I visited my grandma becky for 3 hours yesterday. It was emotional. I didn't start crying til I got home and told my girlfriend everything. My grandma lives off like $55 a month. She hardly has food and she is now borderline diabetic. She also has a thing on her lung or something and she's sick. I feel horrible for not visiting her as often as I ( Read more... )

I miss my girlfriend. She's sleeping in the room with the tv on. Guess 40 yr old virgin isn't good enough to keep people awake before their gf comes home:[