So i dont know why im so crazy but i'm always thinking about the thing my cousin said to me when he was drunk. He said to me if i am not planning on being with the guy i'm with for the rest of my life to break it off now. And i think about this alot and i'm not sure why. I'm deffinitly happy, completely. But it scares me of how he feels i guess ( Read more... )

So today i didn't go to school and i went with my mom to my brothers award thing at his school and it was so boring. Sam left for France today and i didn't get a chance to say bye because we got back too late. But it's ok i guess, he called i said bye on the phone. Then Dan came and got me and we went to Friday's and drank some beer with dinner and ( Read more... )

I miss last year.

You wake up feeling relieved and safe
You look over and smile because you can still feel his touch
You lay there and think of all the crazy things today will bring you
You think of the future and what lays ahead
Then you remember that you’re not in it at all
And that he is no longer next to you
It was never love but something you wanted to feel
So ( Read more... )

Where does the good go ( Read more... )

Its astonishing how somone could have such strong feelings for you one day and the next day never want anything to do with you again. I think that if you truly love someone you can never lose that love for them, you may grow apart, or not love as much, or love another but you cant stop loving if its true. I think thats what my problem is though, i ( Read more... )

Its so strange to think that you can never lose such strong feelings for someone. like no matter what they will still be something special. no matter how mean they could be. its like they could never mean nothing in the end. i mean everyone gets mad but everyone gets over things too. i can honestly say that i dont hate anyone. its such a waste of ( Read more... )

So open up your morning light ( Read more... )

I dont know why i try to tell you how i feel.

I saw a woman

whose teeth were

staight like

White picket fences

Until she looked

at her husband-

Then they looked like

Shattered windows.