i just found this REALLY old pic.. ahah am i a hotass or what!?
( ohhhyeaaaah )

here is an actual update lol.. with mostly pics. My birthdaaay is in 4daaaaaays. and i leave for ireland on the 26th with Felicia.. annnnd i go to BACON'S COTTAGGEE :) on the 22nd.. im so exciiiited. <3..well here are some pics from canada daaay, bistro and drinking at my house and stuff lol.. i have a whole buncha pics from NYC and Atlantic city ( Read more... )

this is for you BACON.
bacon has a nice bum.
it's me updating for u.
uhhh... i dont have much to say ( Read more... )

Recently i have realised.
that maybe i am just trying to hold on to anything..half the time im not even sure what it is i am trying to hold on to.
I think i am lonely.
I need someone, i need comfort, or even just some sort of happiness emotion.Well i decided i should get up and do something instead of watching mind-numbing tv shows all day ( Read more... )

... i am really beginning to wonder about myself. i just feel so alone and almost.. fucking worthless. i mean.. andrew for example. completely fucks me over...COMPLETELY... after all the fucking shit he put me through for 2 years on and off. then john asks me out... stops talking to me.. hangs out with ANDREW..then basically breaks up with me. so ( Read more... )

thanks to reading kelsey's entry i figured out how to post videos!... so here are some from Ireland and a couple from parties ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO ST.LAWRENCE COLLEGE IN KINGSTON
i got into the bachelor degree program for psychology-behavioural science <3<3<3 ( Read more... )

so i have basically come to terms with the fact that i am not getting into university here. I am also not getting into university in Ireland... which was my only way of going back.... which seems is more depressing because how the fuck am i going to be able to afford to travel back there.

I don't want you to think I'm not happy.
and now im back on the bus with you.

In the Morning when you rise. Do you think of me and how you left me crying
(  dry your eyes mate )