what the hell am i suppose to think?? i cant tell wether or not he cares.. sometimes, he does or says things that makes me think he could give a rats ass. not at all recenty have i seen him show me that he actually truly cares and wants to be with me.
drama is starting to go around, now.. im not ganna be apart of that bullshit. if it continues. im
this is the only expression i am feeling right now. everything is going so well. i saw my stepmom this weekend, we talked for once. jason and i are better!! (im so happy). i finally got my story of the year cd back. everything is just so good.. *sigh* i luv the world today..
well, i guess this weekend wasnt a total waste. my stepmom was in town and we did a bunch of family things which was pretty kool. missed out on some good times with my homies this weekend, though. its all good, im sure there are many more good times to come. i luv you all. <3 xoxo
thanx to my amazing stepmom... ive come to a conclusion. ive realized i have been putting alot of pressure of jason. is it really that important to have a title?? i know he cares, and i care as well. thats all that should matter. im hoping thigns will go back to how they used to be.. no pressure, no rush.. if this is possible ill be soo happy