wow.. so today was quite eventful ( Read more... )

we spoke the other day. he told me he did want to be with me, but not in a realtionship. how does that work? then, the next day he was acting all retarded, didn't want to kiss me or talk to me. then, last night, he told me he didn't know WHAT he wanted. i told him it wasn't fair to have me on this emotional rollercoaster and caring about him, when ( Read more... )

i just walked all the way home from school, and i garuntee you thats over 3 miles... talk about a bad mood.

p.s. happy birthday lil bro.

another gut wrenchingly horrible, emotional day..

i waited, just to make sure he was worth my time.

i came to my decision, i wanted him to be mine.

i told him how i felt, hoped he felt the same way.

apparently he didnt, he had a little something to say.

there was hesitation, he was scared.

i became confused, i looked at him and stared.

i know he cares, i could see it in his eyes.

despite what ( Read more... )

its friday, and im still sitting in my house (at least until 9)... whats wrong with this picture ( Read more... )

ME! ... im sitting here, again, bored in my 4th hour. i think im ganna hop outta here and go chill with one of my teachers. (you know, cuz im such a "teachers pet" and all.. lol) mabey ill stop by jason's class and say whats up to MR.B! lol i luv that guy ( Read more... )

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we got into a fight; now im in a bad mood ( Read more... )

its 4th hour and i miss him. i just saw him 2nd hour.. lol i this a bad thing? ahh! someone slap me before i go insane.. <3