******* Everything is in motion, but it is moving so slowly, so circular, and so folded, that it is really brilliantly disguised as a stagnant blur of color and sound. The fingernail polish has ebbed itself away while I wasn’t looking, somehow like life has, and is now scattered to the corners of my nails and they are scarred with teeth marks ( Read more... )

i am sitting here wasting time, and let me tell you, it is freezing-my-nuts-off cold! i have some sort of really awkward problem where if one hand is held higher than the other, it will get WAY colder. we are not just talking i noticable difference, we are talking ice age vs. a cool breeze. this means that i cannot stay on the computer for very ( Read more... )

So. Killer weekend. (Which was nice after finals raping me like there was no tomorrow). I went back home and spent a couple of days with one of my very good friends Dan. I spent Friday night at my mom’s friends Tim and Audree’s house and found out that I may get one of those medieval/old ship trunks for college that I’ve been wanting for as long as ( Read more... )

"I went to the zoo and saw several erect monkey penises and a bear getting in a Jerry-Springer-style shoving match with another bear ( Read more... )

Everything is crooked and broken and full of holes ( Read more... )

i feel so odd tonight. my eyes are bewitching me into thinking that my desk and computer are slanting downward to the right and my chair to the left. i also feel a bit like i'm going to be sick. Kyle is bothering me and i'm tired and sore. nothing like a good whine eh ( Read more... )

let me just say that i suck at the game of diligence. sitting here in my room trying to figure out how to un-cross my eyes. so far, no luck. i tried to go to the library the other day. no good. it is quite literally open 4 days a week. and what's more, they will be closed for another week due to carpet cleaning. thumbs down. multiple thumbs. all ( Read more... )

sitting in my room, waiting for salvation ( Read more... )

today, I start what will no doubt be another form of journal I will neglect and forget. dust will settles on a once extra ordinary idea. I've taken this change to step back into reality and from something anyone can see. this is more for myself than for others, but my theory is, if people find my life and thoughts interesting, there is incentive ( Read more... )