hahaha the last journal entry (b4 the one i just did) was a long time ago!!! and soo much has changed BUT FOR THE TOTAL BEST!:)

This was an amazing weekend and i have ALLYN and EMILY to thank!!! I got my lisence finallly! me and allyn had the best time ever sat. (the stars were amazing) and sunday we hung out alll day again! and with EMILY half the day:) we picked up emily and came to my house and watched crazy videos on my computer haha we introduced Allyn to SALAD FINGERS ( Read more... )

its been so long since i've written in this jank! but gahhhhh alots happened that i wouldn't want yall to read sooo i didn't write!! ah i've kinda changed since i moved here.. i turned into a bigger partier the way i look has changed and my music has changed some too. but yea i'm gettin a lil bit home sick.. i miss muddin, four wheelin, loud ( Read more... )

so today.. hah school was .. interesting. jayme kept callin me in biology so i had to be sneaky to talk to him. i felt.. sneaky. then after biology i always go talk with my buddies and this teacher ALWAYS comes out to talk to me.. and ask if they are buggin me and if i want to file a complaint on them or whatever and he looks at me rather ... ( Read more... )

today was a good day but i didn't update for yesterday so i'll fill u in on that right quick ( Read more... )

well i woke up went to church for the first time in a while.. we sang This Is The Air I Breathe. (one of my favorite songs) it made me think of how i've been tryin to fill my empty feelings and tryin to take my mind off of shit by well doin shitty stuff. i used to be soo big on the whole church thing back in sumter then i moved here and just lost ( Read more... )

i came home sober!:) i have the best boyfriend. i'd do anything for him cause he makes me feel so good about myself ( Read more... )

so today was rather boring i went to bed around 1:30 and woke up around 7 cause i couldn't sleep. hahaha my mo mtold me she heard me around 3 walking around tryin to find jayme? i dunno? but yeaa so i woke up feelin like CRAP. so i went into the loft and watched shrek 2! and fell asleep. but i woke up and i felt alot better. Last night was soooo ( Read more... )

last night was awesome. even tho i couldn't stay the night. and no you guys.. haha i didn't get in trouble! i don't know how i didn't get in trouble. but i didn't! man i'm good! but yes i have a great boyfriend and some awesome friends. but i missss sumter soooo much. One day my dad is gunna see how fuckin awesome i really am.. and not be such a ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day. school was boring. so i was glad to come home. i watched music videos and one came on that made me miss my friend soooo much (r.i.p buddy) one years coming up soon. but annnyways. yes then i played piano and some guitar. i layed in my floor for like and hour and listened to the same three songs over and over. but thats ( Read more... )