A Desire Called Trans

[0uish]

I've always been obsessed with women's bodies. I'd stare at them openly while my guts tied themselves in knots with desire. I thought it was sexual desire. I thought I was attracted to women.

I wasn't.

But gender dysphoria is physically and emotionally loud, and it drowned my sexuality out. I thought I was a heterosexual male. I pursued women.

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[sixen]

You are amazingly brave.

Thank you for sharing what you have been going through.

[crepedelbebe]

Yes, this.

Also, I didn't mean to leave you hanging on the make-up thing. I'm sorry. Please e-mail me when you want to talk about it (crepedelbebe at gmail dot com) -- what, for instance, would you like to emphasize about your face, and what, if anything, would you like to de-emphasize?

::smooches::