So Tonight was looking like one of the slowest nights I've ever seen behind the bar. The only saving grace of it was a couple really cool South African dudes. They sat at the bar all day/night/morning (closed at 1am) just shooting the shit with me. We talked about everything from Rugby and David Beckhem (sp?) to Sonic the Hedgehog and Mortal ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever come close to crying over a football game. I can't believe how many bad calls there were. We would have won the game if the ref's weren't all from New Jersey. This cunt that was sitting at my bar earlier tonight cheering for Rutgers just to piss me off said it best ( Read more... )

in this dark night ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt this tired before. I hate feeling like I can't succeed at something no matter how much effort I put towards it ( Read more... )

i miss my friends.

Today was the saddest day I have experienced. I've lost family members before but never one I was close to, let alone grew up with. Today I didn't bury a friend...today I burried my brother. A brother from an extended family that shaped and molded my every characteristic. Characteristics spawned from the people who raised me outside of my home ( Read more... )

i just want to let all of you know...whether i know you well or not...that i love you all more than anything. friends are family...distant or not...please dont forget that.

"You will never leave our hearts...It's just sad you had to leave our sides."
RIP, brother. I hope you're where you need to be.

this is where i draw the line...intended inspiration declined behind lips that move like angels prayers, condeming me to walk upon helpless stares where fire will burn just like ice...i'll make my way towards paradise ( Read more... )

let's try not being a complete fuck up.

“Inhale/Exhale”By: Anthony Aviles ( Read more... )