Its been a while since I have even been on here, unfortunatly, myspace has taken its place, even though I dont blog there either. so...basically no one anywhere knows what is going on in my head. Oh well. Its up there, I journal enough to get it out. but the basic news is...work sucks, boys suck, alcohol is god, cigarettes are god... that is all.

yea...straight C's on the report card... one D in chem but all the grades are up and my grade went down in Itailian...but really yay! i dont care... i am trying. Doug pissed me off...i feel so bad too. I know thats what he MEANT to do but....seriously...its too tiring feeling bad espeically with thanksgiving coming up. GODDAMNIT

OK so i dont like the new livejournal shit. It doesnt Email me when i have comments #1!! so no jason i didnt get even know i had comments from you for the past forever ( Read more... )

Its my birthday, and all i can think about is HIM

It just keeps suffocating me.

Everywhere I Turn, another sign

You can joke about it, but seriously, I am still hurting

This is not acceptable to me.

I NEED TO BE OVER THIS

The world is only a scary place when you make it one. And for the past few days, I have been terrified.

What is it? Fuck with Melissa day? OH! lets all see who can get her the most pissed off first. 10 bucks if you make her cry.

My mom is drunk (like i wish i was right now ( Read more... )

I have sat down and thought about it lately, and i have decided that i need some boundry breaking in my life. I am thinking of maybe going to Calcutta to work in the house of the dying over the summer. I dont know if i can, mainly because i would only go if Mr.Bierbaum and his wife decided to go as well this summer. Mainly for moral support and the ( Read more... )

K people this is the subject game ( Read more... )

Yep got the teeth out of friday. It hurt like fuck. Appartently i just wimpered the entire way home and then thrashed about my bed till i got my viccodin. I took way to much od it yesterady. So i spaced it all out today. BIG MISTAKE! hurts like a mother fucker and a half and i am going to have to call for more tomorrow. I hope mom just doesnt wake ( Read more... )

That seems to be the only question i get lately. So yea its fine! its school. been doing it for 11 years..if something important comes up ill tell ya about it. So how was work?? thats the other question i get...again...nothing really happens at sonic. Just the same shit. Yea we are busy, my back hurts. Pat makes me laugh. That is all i ever really ( Read more... )