Dear Journal,

its been years since I last posted on here. I somehow just remembered I had this account. I felt a bit nastolgic and so here we are again just stopping by dropping a few words before I forget I have this account and come back in a few years haha.

Just wanting to say I'm still HERE!

I am very happy that I found my way back here. OMG....I can"t believe I still have this account!

Wow.... I almost forgot I had this live journal. Well, I couldnt help but look back at all the things i have written on here. It's kinda crazy how much shit I have put up with. No wonder i have soo much anger inside me now. it's not good to bottle things up inside ( Read more... )

I could beleive why I stoped being me, why I stoped living my life and why i gave up everything for him. I know who I am and why I did it. I'm a GREAT person with a beaytiful heart, and I'm glad I know it. This was not the only way that I could have showed him love, but I did it. I put my LIFE on hold for something I ALWAYS wanted and NEVER got. I ( Read more... )

I can't wait till I come home from this vacation. It made me realize so many things that werent clear to me when I first started dating this guy that I been with for 8 months. I can't believe I was such a fool, but it's ok, things always make sense at the end. Anyhow, I realized that I'm not confused, I just haven't desided weather I want to ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's been 9 Months since I've written on here. So many things have happen to me. I got lost once again. I'm still wondering around, trying to find my way back to me and away from them. When I say "them" I mean people that have taken so much of me and well, I barely have time for me because Im too basy trying to take care of everyones elses ( Read more... )

It was the night before Valentines. I woke up from my nap and signed online to check my mail. There it was...an email from "Him". For about 4 minutes, I sat there debating weather I wanted to open it or not. I felt like a wave of emotions was poured over me. Most I felt was anger and pain ( Read more... )

I worked this morning and got home exhausted. I took a nap, but couldn't sleep because I heard some noise downstairs. I thought I might as well go downstairs and talk to my parents. My younger brother had just got to my house with his kids ( Read more... )

Looks like it's raining out. I wonder how my day is gonna turn out. Hopefully things don't get too hectic, as I have ZERO tolerance for anyones bullshit today!
.....to be continued