so i'm starting to calm down. i dropped ladd's rough south class because i don't need another class on books i've read in another class's context. i found the most amazing history class called a house divided: the u.s. between 1848 and 1877, which is perfect for the thesis i am not writing. i will write it in grad school though, so this class is ( Read more... )

dr. ladd can no longer direct my thesis since she is going to be too busy working on her own books ( Read more... )

i'm always surrounded by people because i want it to be that way. it's a preventative measure ( Read more... )

the memorial was really nice. i went with ben, adam, pozzi, jarryd, and andre. it's nice to go with a support system, even though i was standing alone at the back of the room. ms. cooney and genovese and jarryd all gave really nice speeches. i cried A LOT but some of the speeches made me laugh because some people just nailed sam's personality and ( Read more... )

i found out about sam the morning i was supposed to leave for bonnaroo. i still went to bonnaroo and i had a lot of fun. as soon as i got back though, i cried again. i've never cried when someone i know has died, because no one that close to me has ever died suddenly or prematurely. sam was one of my best, closest friends from high school. if i ( Read more... )

BEST POEM EVER ( Read more... )

i was looking at some sample GRE questions from the verbal section... it's in the bag baby. now if only i could figure out WHERE i want to end up.

i feel happy. not content, like i have been. but genuinely happy ( Read more... )

ahh we leave in a week for panama city! just have to get through a few more papers, lots of errand running and kaplan shit, and general getting ready stuff. then we are gone.

shaye, amanda, ashley and i went to phi delt at tech last night to see 2 live crew and since i'm single again, i didn't give a FUCK. of course, i always attract the creepy ones who smile too much and try too hard. but that's fine. 2 live crew was awesome, we saw rv within 5 mins of getting there and we got to go up to his room to get drinks, and ( Read more... )