Comments | 1000ml_of_life: purely anonymous

1000ml_of_life

purely anonymous

Feb 07, 2007 16:49

I get the upmost pleasure from rereading my thoughts in this journal. There are some things that are burned into my memory, and many other vague thoughts that elude me today. However, every time I backtrack, I get this feeling that my progress is running in reverse. My maturity has diminished and my thoughts are primal. I rarely take the time to ( Read more... )

Comments 9

anonymous February 8 2007, 01:15:23 UTC

I'm afraid that I've already been the happiest I will ever be.

anonymous February 8 2007, 01:48:22 UTC

I'm in love.

anonymous February 8 2007, 01:54:23 UTC

The only reason I bother to do well in school is because of my parents. If they didn't hassle me every time I slip below an A, I would not waste anywhere near as much time as I do on school, and I'd be a much happier person overall. But now, I've got this academic record to keep up, which I can't let slip. I try my hardest (god knows why...) but still can't ever be good enough. It doesn't matter how much time I put in or how well I know the material, I can never win. And now, with college apps, seeing firsthand just how arbitrary and random the process is, I worry that all the effort I've put in was for naught. There's always someone with higher test scores, or with slightly better writing, or with one more extracurricular. And when I don't get in to most of the schools I applied to, though they'll never say it outright, I'll just be a dissapointment to my parents yet again.

anonymous February 8 2007, 05:00:20 UTC

I'm happy.

Really
really
really
happy.

For no reason in particular.

And all I want to do is make others happy with me.

anonymous February 9 2007, 00:16:52 UTC

I ate too many cookies and now my stomach hurts.

I'm always doing that, eating too much. Well not always, but it seems like it happens once every few weeks.

I wish I had the willpower to loose weight. I don't, not really.

I lie that I can't loose weight, because I bet I could more easily. It's not like I direly need to. It would be good for my health, but I'm not that overweight, I guess.

I'm actually really happy. Truly. I am. Most of the time.

anonymous December 5 2007, 02:23:45 UTC

Same. There are some times when I forget about eating stuff, but if it's right in front of me, or the idea pops into my head that i want to eat some toast with peanut butter, i'll think about it until i actually end up eating it.