So.. I realized that I havnt put in a new entry lately, so I figured I might aswell now.... So here goes

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Okay i'm done ^_^

I think i've found the problem - The fact that im not doing anything with my life... I've wasted so much time doing everything for others and nothing for myself. I sit in a mall all day - Doing nothing but associating with people I dont even really give a shit about. When I close my eyes, and think about what i'd consider success for myself, I see ( Read more... )

I cant even start to explain my emotions right now, Im so wrapped up in life its insane, Im so in love, but so depressed and alone at the same time. Im starved, im tired, and its things i cant help. Ive seen life as a eutopia, and if seen the exact same place as a hell hole. My life is going in a downwards spiral, but at the same time... I have ( Read more... )

I can't deal with this shit anymore. Its driving me insane. I hate being in the shelter, its so stressful, its disgusting, and its like living in the zoo. The people here litterally act like animals, fuck, most of them are 20 and 21, and they are acting like fucking children. For example, theres this girl, just turned 16, snf dhr judy hoy kicked ( Read more... )

I cant believe that this has effected me this much, but whatever. I was never meant to be happy, Its obvious. Im leaving for London, and then either toronto or ottawa. Nobody here will ever see me again, and its seems to be that thats the best for everyone. Whenever im out of someones life, thats when their life goes uphill.. although mine just ( Read more... )

I'm tired, in pain, and sick of all this. Its getting rediculous. I hate my job, I hate my life, and I wish I could just shoot myself in the head. I'm sick of being told that going to church will save me and solve all my problems, and i'm sick of people yelling at me in different languages. I'm sick of pakis, i'm sick of black people, i'm sick of ( Read more... )

Okay so if it isn't one thing its another ( Read more... )

Hmmm... So things just seem to be getting worse, even after everything that happened yesterday ( Read more... )

With everything that makes me happy, comes something that depresses me to the point where I just want to kill myself! My head is pounding, I can't think, I'm so sick of being pathetic and worthless, I can't seem to do anything right, everything that I come into contact with fucks up, someone please help me ( Read more... )

Okay so I experienced the greatest night/morning of my life. Spent the whole time with Darren.. I'm really falling for him.. I just hope it doesn't end up like every other relationship i've had recently... I don't even know what to say, i'm so amazingly speechless still.Its really weird for me to say this but, I don't know how i've gone about my ( Read more... )