Are going well for me, staying until the limit and not binging or anything. I have my period so I'm a bit bloated. I'm not sure if I've gained or what...

But am going back to Hong Kong on Friday so hopefully I'll continue losing there! I'm a little worried about it actually..

Well I never eat before bed and I'm trying to cut down on smoking pot (makes you fat) and I can't sleep at night now because ov this.. so I am a chronic insomniac now, trying to fit in about 4 hours sleep each night (if that) while the rest of the time I am scattered around my room, rearranging things, jumping around, dancing to music, figeting etc ( Read more... )

It's weird, lately I've been binging A LOT like, A LOT. Just smoking pot and getting fat but haven't felt really horrible about it at all I think cos I went out for the first time in a month and I keep getting compliments on how thin I look now. But I know all this binging is going to reverse those comments ( Read more... )

Today : Refried beans w/ spoon of guacomole ( Read more... )

I just love it when I've worked my body so hard that it aches the next day. I ran 6miles yesterday feeling good about myself ( Read more... )

I hate me. I hate my body ( Read more... )

GRRRRRR Why do I feel so guilty each time I eat?
I just feel so fat at the moment and I HATE having a full stomach, I just get angry and bitter at everything.

I hate hate hate having a full stomach, so why do I still eat?

Thinsp:
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Well today I weighed myself, an extra.. 4 kilos ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I did eat more than I should have, which I feel about every day I guess ( Read more... )

Just noticing in my journal, there hasn't been one day thats gone by and I haven't fucken eaten something fat and disgusting and full of calories and/or binged and totally overate until my stomach felt like it was going to explode.

FUCK!
I need to try harder.