MUSIC: GREEN DAY(I WANT TO FUCKING MURDER EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING CLASS!!!)EVEN BRUCE ( Read more... )

i dont no what to do, to much is exspected of me by people!:'(, i cant handle this, people...AHH, fuck it, :'(, il finish l8tr, i cant hanlde this, im leaving....

Hey everyone, i have a boyfriend, do you believe it? lol, awesome huh(4/4/04) lol, perfect date huh, things have been fucked up lately though, check out my homepage, its pretty sucky, but i got bored, anyway, i no i havent put any entries in a long time, im trygin to work out my life, but its hard to do, have you ever felt like no matter what you ( Read more... )

TEARS RUN COLD AS THE PAIN STOPS AND THE WORLD STARTS TO DRIFT AWAY FROM HER FINGERSTIPS. SHE SCREAMS HER LAST WORDS, "I LOVED YOU, I REALLY DID!".., AND THERE SHE LAYS ON THE FLOOR, ALONE NEVER TO BE REMEMBERED. JUST A BROKEN HEART, TO BE TUNRED TO DUST...HER TEARS AND HER BOKEN HEART ARE CONTENT...FOR SHE NEW SHE WAS NOTHING WITHOUT HIM, BUT A ( Read more... )

1 cut 1 painful drop of blood
2 cuts 2 drops of blood
3 cuts 3 drops of blood
isnt it horriable the way you go through so much pain and get so little results
and there for i have 5 scratches on my arm
three painful slices
that will not be visable by morning
but show the pain we go through to die
or atleast we try

-Rui

Offspring900 [11:42 PM]: ill be here waiting...you know were to find me, if u cant find me u know who to look thru to find me ( Read more... )

i no i havent said anything in over a week, but im comming to realize that people are complate asses and no matter how much you try to change for them they are never good enough, the people you love will never love you back, and the people you try to be friends with will never except you...O.o and older guys suck to, lol, i was wrong they do just ( Read more... )

Lucas if you can read this i love you and call me 301-491-9191, i love you so much your the best brother ever and im worried about you so plz:'(, muah....

-Rui

Sry...i no i havent wrote n-thing in a couple days, but its been hectic, ok so...i went out last night, typing this is gonna get me in a lot of shit but hey thats all im gonna say about it ( Read more... )

why do u disagrate my soul, in my life theres a giant hole, im a mixed up puzzel and i, cant fine the pieces, as far as im concerned i have no reasons(mindstruck), how i feel without my life, without my sister, without my friends

-Rui