Never did make Inverness. The software was late and by the time I’d finished flashing the cars it was 10am. As we reached Lancaster it was obvious the new software was shite, so we went on to Glasgow and then decided to head back home. We were mobbed at a service station on the way back, and when we parked up were surrounded by loads of people ( Read more... )

Blurk. I don’t feel very well. It feels like I’ve swallowed a roll of barbed wire and I have a temperature. I’m never ill! Well, not physically anyway. I’m usually immune to your earthly germs ( Read more... )

It’s been a couple of weeks since I talked to anyone. All it took was one phone call from someone in the shit last night and I’m back in the land of the semi living; for the time being at any rate. I think some folk just want to talk to a real nutter to help sift through morass of anxiety and fears. One of the few natural skills I possess, sadly ( Read more... )

Alarm set and ready to be hit repeatedly at 5am this morning. I don’t want to go to work. Don’t need people around me at all. I’ve given up on the human race altogether. We don’t need each other and that’s fine with me. Everything leads to alienation and upset so what’s the point? I just have to accept that I’m not the same as most folk and get on ( Read more... )

I get home this morning and Caths sister and the baby are here again. Now this might sound really mean and horrible, but it isn’t meant that way. I’m just getting sorely fucked off with people being here all the time. I just want some peace and quiet in my own home and I don’t think that’s too much to hope for. When I arrived home from work on ( Read more... )

( bluebells )

1. About fifteen going on ninety ( Read more... )

With lots of overtime and a super human effort, all three cars are ready to go tomorrow. Not sure about the drivers though, because I found out they haven’t done a drive like this before and had to give lessons on how to use the navigation. In the end I gave up and programmed the routes so all they have to do is press a button and it will take them ( Read more... )

Strange experience to delete all my hotmail emails from the year dot. People come and people go. I fell asleep for half an hour but hailstones on the window woke me up.

Tired, tired, tired. Due to stuff I can’t write about I’ll be working the next two weeks without a break. I really would like to write about it, but it would seem like a work of fiction. It certainly isn’t any way to run a business and it isn’t any way to use its employees either (that would be me). I now have to get a convoy of three cars to ( Read more... )