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Karate. Day 3.
Monday June 25.
I think AC didn't work again...
I tolerated my thirst at warm up. It was run - 5 push up style.
Kicks with "toes pause".
High round kicks... Paired with Celina...
I came out soaky wet...
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Karate. Day 2.
21 June 2024.
Group of so many black belts...
Warm up made me extremely thirsty...
Plank on elbows switch to palms...
Patterns of punches. Kick with a step sideways.
Paired with Mici. She explained 10 kyu to me when everybody else was sparring.
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Karate. Day 1.
17 June. It was Ekadashi.
AC didn't work. I had only a cup of milk and a banana for a day.
I was dying from a warm up only.
They did 50 crunches and everything else 50 times.
Pattern of upper block, lower block (both left hand), right punch and kick, then left lower block. Step back or front and repeat. Looked cool. I learned it at home later ( Read more... ) -
What's on my plate today?
Katie is starting to be sick. Just a bit of stuffed nose, beginning of throat pain and cough. But she decided to make a big event from it. So she woke me up at 5am :)
Now I'm trying to see my future day and decided to use live journal for that.
So...
9-10am - Water plants in play room that I didn't have time to do yesterday. Update: Did it!
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Про ЖЖ и меня…
Я создала этот ЖЖ 27 Декабря 2007 года. Мне тогда было 27 и у меня был очень сложный период в жизни… Возможно поворотный момент в моей жизни…
Это был не первый мой дневник. Сейчас я определенно жалею, что удаляла предыдущие… В любом случае это мой последний ЖЖ. Я таки стёрла много записей отсюда, которые когда-то посчитала мусором. Жаль... Но как ( Read more... ) -
Воспоминания
Сегодня я читала свой ЖЖ за 2008 год…. Как же тепло и уютно это кажется было… хотя во мне тогда все внутри умирало периодически, был жесточайший период депрессии, но ЖЖ был моим убежищем… Я даже немного загрустила по тому ЖЖ, друзьям и комментариям… Мне очень жаль что в порыве уж не знаю чего я иногда удаляла свои дневники и даже друзей….
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Цель Жизни
Так случилось что однажды я поняла что моя жизнь не имеет смысла и я хотела от неё избавиться. На самом деле я уже родилась в этой жизни в состоянии разочарования и депрессии. Я не видела смысла ни в чем. Но у меня взяло 27 лет чтоб дойти до точки полного отчаянья. В тот момент я посмотрела в небо и крикнула в душе Тому (которого доказывала много ( Read more... ) -
Mantra and living inside your mind
Today Mantra meditation experience was very precious. I will try. to describe...
Like always I got sucked into my thoughts...
First I thought about stupidity of King Vena who honestly believed that only he understood religion correctly and the point of it - he is the God... I thought about the dark mind and how easily you fall into it especially ( Read more... ) -
Mantra, Politics and Career
Katie has a talent to make me desperate. She is so good at destroying my plans...
I guess she's a perfect tool in Krishna's hands to make me unattached to my plans, ideas, inspiration....
Today I read about king Vena and the political crisis. So during meditation I was also thinking about how horrible our government situation is now... I was ( Read more... ) -
Mantra and Coding
Today's Mantra Meditation was not distinctive. I couldn't focus much but I wasn't distracted much as well...
I thought about Akrura. Because I was reading about intrigue and conspiracy around magical Syamantaka stone. I was trying to understand Krishna devotees being involved. Also I was amazed that it didn't change Krishna's position toward them.
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