i can feel it comin' in the air tonight

[10ver]

Sometimes, I feel like I’m withering away.

But then I look in the mirror and see every faulty line on my body as proof that I’m still here physically.

Mentally, I can’t be too far from my own outstretched hand.

Maybe I’ll go find myself and we’ll walk hand in hand, a sickening embodiment soiling a transparent dream.

Well, if you told

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is everything okay aL?

[xblyndedbyluv2x]

i've been seeing you alot at school recently in the halls and stuff. alone..why is that al???
and ive always been meaning to say something to you..
but you look soo confused and lost in your mind..
that i dont want to disturb you..
so i hope that everything is okay...

Re: is everything okay aL?

[10ver]

hahaha... yeah everythings fine for the most part. actually for the past couple months ive been really happy. sigh... i dont know, just today, maybe because i was so tired or because im stressed from school with grades n the ap test n everything, i was just feeling really down. you know sometimes, when you cant concentrate on any one subject, you start to notice things about yourself that you dont like, n it changes your whole perspective on yourself? yeah... blah. n maybe when you see me at school n stuff, i might just be tired or something or maybe i am thinking about something because i usually am, but dont ever be too shy to say hi because if i really am down, that kind of stuff cheers me up =) especially from such a sweetheart like you! thanks for caring letilove =)

Re: is everything okay aL?

[xblyndedbyluv2x]

yeah i know what you mean aL....hopefully one of these days i do cheer you up with a leti hug or something...be happy..cause you are soo much prettier when you are smiling aL..you deserve the best...:0)
<3

Re: is everything okay aL?

[10ver]

hahahahaha nice phrase, leti hug, hahahaha i like. n despite the fact that i disagree with my smile, because my smile like isnt even a smile, n i think i look better not smiling... yes i want to be happy too haha. n im sure i will be soon, once all this ap stress goes away n my parents arent going out of town for the weekend, thank god, so thats a nice break. n says i always look down in the halls.. but youre always smiling or look happy n yet you come on here and write such sad things =( how are you really doing leti?

[mourning_rein]

jeez kid fucking cheer up...nah fuck it...be downer...and be with me in the downer world

[10ver]

ill always be with you in the world pat