i've noticed with this lj thing i'm either really happy or pissed as fuck.

tonight was better than last night.
although, last night had its moments, tonight was fun.
no pressure, just hanging out.

plus the combination of arthur, matt, ed, and scott is probaby one of my favorite things ever.

also, carrie farted.

if i knew you were going to be the biggest bitch alive, i would have stayed in pittsburgh with my BEST friend.

is it me or is this town getting shittier by the fucking second?
whatever.
time to disappear.
i will be spending a lot of time with my little brother and my dad.
fuck off everyone else.
seriously.
over. your. bullshit.

this past week has consisted of job hunting. missing nikki. hanging out randomly. spending some much needed family time. downtown. people i haven't seen in what seems like years. i'm glad to be home ( Read more... )

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you really showed your true colors tonight.
i considered you to be such an incredible person.
i held you in the highest reguards & everyone was right about you.
now, i think you're just like everyone else.
so fuck you.
i hope one day you read this and realize that you are the biggest asshole i've ever met.

seriously this is...

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life is sooo good right now ( Read more... )

I promised myself I wouldn't lead you on.
So here it is confused and flawed.
As foolish as these words may seem.
As foolish as I may be.
See, I'm just a factory worker's son from a railroad town.
And yeah, I can feel the steel mills rust.
But Ive been doing my time and I've been thinking about getting out.
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thank you for calling me today.
it made my day.
just hearing your voice again & hearing "i love you" made me smile so big.
when you told me you were wearing my dogtags as we were speaking makes me think you miss me as much as i miss you.
so, thank you so much adam aninos.
i love you.


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