At first I was actually going to go ahead and say: OMGWTFIHAZNOPRIVACYHURR. But then I was like, "Ohwait. Internet. Duh." The last entry I made here got people upset, and I'm sorry for that. Even though at the beginning I said it was a rant. I got two mildly angry comments on it, and a phone call at home. It probably would have been better if I ( Read more... )

I don't quite care if anyone reads this anymore. LJ for me now is more something I can rant to easily without having to spend so much time writing with a pen or pencil on a piece of paper (one I need to use for something else, no less). I still haven't started working, which blows. I also have to give up $40 off my first paycheck, and after that I ( Read more... )

So I went to the interview today. I was a little nervous, but by the time I actually got in I wasn't. To be honest I went in thinking, "I'm not even going to get the job, so whatever." Sure, it wasn't the best attitude to go to a job interview with, but I didn't care. Funny thing was, was that I actually got the job. That's right, me of all people ( Read more... )

Well, I may have a job, though there's no promises yet. I got a call today asking for me to go in for an interview tomorrow morning. I wasn't that excited, and as sad as it is, I'm not still not. It's good that I got an interview, but I know that this is as far as it will get - people won't hire me. I look like crap, and right now I feel like crap ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my brother's 21st birthday. It was better than my 18th for a few reasons, and there's not a single bit of jealously in that. My brother got some pretty cool clothes, but now I can't help but call him 'Charlie' (Charlie Sheen, not the unicorn). My mom picked him up some beer, and even got me some vodka-y coolers that tasted like ( Read more... )

It's been a month since my last post here, and again I almost feel a little dirty. I don't know why, but posting here doesn't appeal to me like it did in the past, when I couldn't wait until the next day so I could post something (I didn't want to post more than once a day). I remember why I stopped even reading my friends' pages though. It was ( Read more... )

Yes, yes I have. And in quite a few ways too.

For awhile I was strangely happy with my craptasticular life, but that's not the different part. For the first time in a long time I ended up getting depressed. I forgot for a moment what it was like to actually feel so down. I didn't even have the energy to turn to the laptop and type. I just sat in my ( Read more... )

I have not posted in so long. D: But at the same time, not much as happened to me ( Read more... )

Its kind of sad when you realize you have no real friends.

I meant to post earlier but I never got around to it. TT AT ( Read more... )