It's been quite awhile since I've written in here. I guess it was more of a summer journal. Or a "R" journal. Which would mean that I should start writing once again since he's coming back right ( Read more... )

I'm still here. Still alive anyway. I guess I basically used this journal to rant about my nonexistant "love" life or whatever you'd call it, and well, it's completely nonexistant now. He's gone. I think I mentioned that already. We talk. That's all. He'll be back in Decemeber, hopefully. So whatever happens then, happens ( Read more... )

I'm such a fucking hypocrite. I just wanna wring my own neck. I must seriously the most pathetic person on this planet. Why do I say one thing about something, and then I got right ahead and do it. I couldn't deal with a person like that. How do I have friends. I'm sorry A. I know I should have just told you no in the first place. Sorry R. ( Read more... )

I know I haven't written in awhile. I haven't necessarily been busy. Just around. Mostly with him. Went out with friends a few times. But now he's gone and I wish I didn't care ( Read more... )

He kissed me last night. Enough said. For now.

"I was seriously considering asking you out last year. I still want to, but the whole Washington thing is in the way..."

Or something like that. I can't believe he said that. Well I knew he wanted to last year, but he STILL WANTS TO! Why does he have to live in Washington? The only decent guy I find and he has to live in Washington.

I love Jimmy Eat World. Yes ( Read more... )

I want to... I don't even know what I want to do. I'll admit it to myself. I like him. But I'm just not in the right position. I lost my chances. (I think ( Read more... )

...who got her license. Hell yeah. Not like I've been driving much anyway ( Read more... )

I'm such a fucking idiot. I now realize why my times were all messed up. Stupid ass me should have left them in 24 hour time. I changed them everytime and that's why they all read am.

Anyway. Guess who just called. Yup. So I'm off to spend another non exciting day at his house.