But let's be honest, I'm a lost mess.

But then I'm happy.

and I hate being broke because it means I don't get to see ashley.

But I'm such a glowing happy mess I sort of disgust myself.

Hakuna Matata!!!

Now that we're all off doing our own thing it's probably a pretty neat idea to start using this silly thing again ( Read more... )

 Who'da thought?

Right?

 :]

 I'm half expecting that the world is going to stop moving when we all graduate.

But then deep down I know that the exact opposite is going to happen, the world will in fact begin moving even faster. I haven't done anything yet, high school was just practice. Life will begin on June 7th.

I hope you all can come to my open house :)

I'm really really lost and don't want to be found, okay?

Remember when we were all best friends?

I miss it.

The endless nights, hot summers full of whispers and inside jokes.

I don't know, I'm just reminiscing.

What would you do if I called you up and asked to be amazing again?

I don't know what I'd do either.

And sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in myself. My thoughts are everywhere and I'm struggling to put who I am in place with everything else in the world. I'm excited to leave high school (hell). I'm excited to move on. I'm content and comfortable with my friends. I'm disappointed in those that should be here but aren't. I'm angry  at karma for ( Read more... )

I think I sometimes underestimate the people in my life and I've got to stop doing that.

I really missed Margo even if I didn't realize it. Hanging out with her last night was great. I'm just so lucky to have all the great people that I have in my life.

But little miss crazy? I don't know what to do there. I feel like our friendship is based on ( Read more... )