Well, this is going to be my last LJ post. I think it's time to move on. LJ is no longer what it once was to me, and so long as I remain on here I feel like, in a small way, I'm holding onto things that need to be brutally severed off. I think this is more of a symbolic gesture to prove something to myself, but nonetheless ( Read more... )

I think I've lost something significant, but I don't fully understand what that means yet.

I think it's been ages and ages since I updated this thing, when AAA, Marg and I successfully brought it back for a few months. So where do I begin with my life? I don't know. There's so much to tell but it's a little overwhelming, and there is the whole privacy issue of this blog ( Read more... )

okay, okay things are fine :) eek.

love you ladies.

Hahahaha I AM A MESS.

Stupid fucking pregnancy scares. This is not okay. This is too much of a flashback. Shit. Kinda funny though. I sort of wish I had a piggy bank right now.

If I could, I'd take all the people I love in the world, put all differences aside and bring together people that don't know each other, I'd move us to a nice big old house a half a mile away from a white, perfect beach on a greek island. It'd be a great little commune. I'd be so happy ( Read more... )

Can I keep it in any longer? I don't think so. I think that one of these I'm just going to burst and it's going to be so loud and bright and beautiful and powerful that he's not going to have a CHOICE but to feel it and to respond honestly and lovingly ( Read more... )

I am centered.

Finally.

And am probably moving to San Francisco in the summer.

Because no matter what, I feel the love.

I feel that we've all learned a whole lot about ourselves lately. We've learned more about who we are and are taking that with us more strongly than ever into our friendships and relationships. That's fantastic. We are fantastic, strong, proud women and the more that we remember that from day to day the more ( Read more... )

I am so absolutely happy that I don't even know what to do with myself.