eat_tim (12:51:55 AM): I'm having trouble being happy.
xxxxxxxxxx (12:52:20 AM): Why Tim?
eat_tim (12:53:15 AM): I don't have discipline like I should. I can't make myself leave behind certain parts of my life that I know I should. Things are hard.
xxxxxxxxxx (12:53:31 AM): Wow, this guy from Australia is trying to have cyber sex with me ( Read more... )

One needed conversation, two games of chess (both of which, lost), two and a half hours of driving, three showers, seven lines written, sixteen cigarettes, thirty minutes of class, forty-five minutes of writing music, and God knows how many ideas later, everything is fine, fucker. Was it that hard? Talk to me more ( Read more... )

I can't do this alone. You better fucking not be going back on this.

Call me paranoid, but I think something is going on that shouldn't be going on. My mind better be out working certain situations. My mind better be fucking ahead of the fucking game. God damn these thoughts and God damn these hands ( Read more... )

success n. 1. The achievement of something desired, planned, or attempted. 2. a. The gaining of fame or prosperity: "Success is counted sweetest/By those who ne'er succeed." (Emily Dickinson). b. The extent of such gain. 3. One that is successful. 4. Obsolete. Any result or outcome. [Latin successus, from the past perticiple of succédere,

Fuck fashion. Fashion is for the fashionable. After looking through all of Lauren's old pictures of me, I have decided that I was fucking hot back when I was all "punk rawk" or fucking whatever. So, I'm just going to wear fucking whatever now. Probably still cut my hair though, and get some more tattoos. That's what I'll do. Wait, shit, no ( Read more... )

So this is me. I just spent three hours looking through the badass book store up in Denton square. Better Than Nothing is playing a show tonight with the Mother's Anger, a two-piece band from Israel. Those guys a seriously fucking awesome. After walking around for close to an hour and a half, Lauren decided she hates books and the stores that ( Read more... )

I remember Reagan being a badass, but I guess I forgot just how badass she actually is. I realized that again today while hanging out with her for the short time that I did. Wow. Good for her. Once again, sorry about getting back into town so late. We will have more time together at a later date. I went to the Hulen mall again today and put ( Read more... )

So, today I went to Burleson and got four new tires put on my car. I went to Fort Worth and sold some DVD's, bought some CD's, and put a bunch of applications in at quite a few random places in the mall. I went to work. Myranda brought me a manuscript book. She's fucking badass. I stayed later than I was scheduled because Kris and I told the ( Read more... )

Good things die all the time.
So, God bless your heart.
Vengeance is mine.
"Kiss me like you mean 'good-bye,'"
Said the spider to the fly.
All those times you thought you were wrong, you were right.