So, I've been reading a lot more recently. I have been studying quite a bit, too. I don't know how much it has helped, but I've been doing it. Writing music is always a good time consumer. I'm excited about writing with Gabe. Maybe I can actually put something into it. I am pretty content with my relationship status at the current time. I'm ( Read more... )

This is me studying for my Chemistry test.
This is me fixing my car.
This is me saving my money.
This is me writing more.
This is me reading more.
This is me drinking only on special, rare occasions.
This is me smoking over a pack a day.
This is me being who I want to be.
This is me going to sleep at 9:30.
This is me alone.
This is me.

It was awesome. The drive back was not awesome. I closed last night. I haven't done that in about a year. Better Than Nothing Plays with Authority Zero on Sunday.

I am complete.

Oh fuck. This test needs to hurry and pass. I know everything I should for it.

I leave on Friday morning.

I come back Monday evening.

This weekend will be full of life. This weekend will be what I need.

I suppose there are something that are hard to give up, but in the end, it's all worth it.

This ridiculous game is over. I agree with you. I'm out, too.

This is all we need.

I have a Chemistry quiz on Tuesday.
I also have a Chemistry lab on Tuesday.
I have my second major test in Ecomonics on Thursday.
I have work everyday this week.
I leave for Arkansas some time on Friday.

"Everybody needs a little devastation."

So, here I am...here, and there you are...there. I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't know what you're probably doing. It kind of makes me think why you would want to do that. Maybe there is some side of you I haven't seen yet, but I'm not sure. I have seen many sides. Things don't always work out the way they should.

After all of this, I know this is it. I have found something I have tried so hard to find. Here I am, among everything, but not everyone, I should be and want to be. Try it once. I know you of all people might find this invigorating.

If I would have been home thirty minutes earlier...maybe.