I am taking things in steps. Step one seems much harder than step two, but step three will definately be the easiest. I can't wait until Danny moves back down here. Everything will be so much easier with him here. I can't really explain it, but that's how it works. I was excited about going to church this morning, but then I didn't. Oh, well ( Read more... )

On the ground, my happiness is doubled.
Twice as happy on the ground.
I'd stand up, but I'll fall down.

Well shit, I don't even know anymore. Fuck.

I have come to the realization that no one deserves this. I don't deserve it, you don't deserve it, Danny doesn't deserve this, Andrew doesn't deserve this, and so on and so on ( Read more... )

-Call Mrs. Calhoun about making up my Calculus test
-Call Coach Smith about the incomplete I got in her class that I never attended last semester
-Stop skipping class
-Study
-Find a Calculus tutor
-Fix my problem
-Forget

I drove home just a little while ago. Tonight has been really fucked up. I will finally admit that I have a problem and I have no fucking control--and no, it is not at all what you are thinking. I am still a little drunk...okay, pretty drunk, and I am sorry to disappoint you, Danny, but I had to do it. I am sure you will understand sooner or ( Read more... )

Harp harp, see.

I don't know what I'm doing, but at least I know I am happy with my life.

You know, I guess I really don't have anything to say right now. I'm sorry to waste your time. Oh! My phone died early last night, so anyone that called me and I have not called them back yet, don't be angry. I'll get your message. And Danny, it's Pangaea. Sorry to wake you.

"We'll be standing still 'till the morning light. Yeah."

Take everything that you ever want, that you ever thought you had, that you ever didn't want to know, that you ever lost and throw it away--things are different now. Don't think you know what I'm going to do/think/say/feel, because you don't. You won't. This has changed me, and I feel it is a change for the better. I thank you for that ( Read more... )