so villanova this weekend was awesome. it makes me want a school more like that that's bigger and more like a university...because sometimes mary wash is just too small and annoying. plus all sicily people are there and lauren and someone i love...and it's so much closer to home. lately i've been hating being so far. i can't get home for a weekend ( Read more... )

so yeah. stress is stupid. i'm already doing a disgusting amount of work and hating it. awesome. second week of school, and she's ready to drop out. i really kinda just want to go home...like right now. i won't, of course. but i just don't want to be here yet i think...and i'm homesick. this having two jobs thing might not work...because it's ( Read more... )

i wish i could stop thinking for two seconds. i have nooo clue what i want to do with my life or even next week. i want to save the world, but i don't even think i can save a small town if my life depended on it. oh well...my aunt, uncle and baby cousins are coming to visit tomorrow. i'm so excited to see people who love me. perhaps we'll even go ( Read more... )

i'm sort of scared of classes this semester, actually. i don't know how to do as well as i'd like...and i'm so worried. anyway, i started working at the alumni center again, and i'm trying to keep the gym habit i had at home. i know working out is good for you, but sometimes i really hate it...probably because i know that if i don't do it i'll rot ( Read more... )

so i'm back at school. i hate unpacking. i realllly hate cockroaches. i will eliminate all of them. i like the pictures of ducks we got for our bathroom. jess, logan, mer, and i are married and have the coooooooooolest bathroom ever...with doors that will remain open at all times...and a blue toilet seat cover. i'm taking 18 credits for the first ( Read more... )

i am in sicily and ahh it is cool here. i miss home and cannot wait to be back, but this is all so new and interesting. it is really weird how like here they give you wine juice boxes with lunch and there is no drinking age. but people do not really get drunk here, especially not the girls. when we go out men follow us. wtf mate. they are nasty. i ( Read more... )

blah. i don't have much to say. i don't know why i'm writing here. i guess i just once again need to beg for attention because of the lack of it. this summer is going to suck. there is nothing there for me, and i'm going to be working two jobs. then there's the fact that everything and everyone there is different, and i don't really want to be ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of...well...everything. can somebody please find some sort of tall building to push me off of? ok cool...but i want to thank lauren for being a good friend and for listening to my rambling. lauren, without you i don't know how i would be going through too much right now. i know i shouldn't depend on anyone, because that has clearly ( Read more... )

being that i'm going to be twenty in about a week, i feel like i'm getting so old. i feel like everything needs to be reevaluated. but it seems like i don't know where anything is going, and it's impossible to figure out my position in life. i'm in college, i work, i volunteer, i'm single, i exercise...why is this like a personals add. no, but i ( Read more... )

so i went to villanova this past weekend, and i had an awesome time. i hung out with lauren for a good amount of time and also spent some time with scott. the formal was a lot of fun. i even had a cosmopolitan--classy, i know. i try. and hmm school is almost over. how weird. the last day of finals here is april 30th. it's april 5th right now. ahh. ( Read more... )