all i have been doing lately, is working. but i am okay with that. i need money, and i am sure when i get it i will go crazy. so sorry if it seems like i am out of it. i am trying to figure out how waitresses fucking carry shit on trays. GODDAMN ( Read more... )

i was smoking a cigarette that i found, and i noticed an earthworm slithering across the sidewalk. i felt bad for it, it had a leaf on its
head. and the sun came out and it stopped slithering and just died. it was sad at the time. but i am over it. i just felt bad for it because it had a leaf on its head.

i got my first car. i mean we have had it at our house to drive and junk, but it is official, that we are buying it. 2 things need to be fixed, the horn, and there is a "motor mount" whatever the fuck that is. but it isn't a huge deal. i am hella 34092389584987768656&%^^%^*&*(&(*.

I want you around I want you around ( Read more... )

someone update their goddamn journal. you all are boring as hell. fuck off.

yesterday was my second day at work, and i really liked it. everyone there is really nice. i think i am going to like it there. i was smoking with one of the managers and she was just talking to me like i have known her for years, and i really liked that ( Read more... )

i despise nerves. last night i was nervous about this whole orientation thing. and i took my concerta at 700am, and woke back up at 900am and stayed up since then. and was nervous until i had to go to steak 'n shake. i couldn't eat or hardly breathe. i am pretty sure it was because of my nerves. i always get too nervous for no reason. today me and ( Read more... )

so i have this thing.... called a job. at steak 'n shake. i got hired on the spot. i am excited. i get to keep all the tips. i think..but anyways, i am glad i finally have a job. i have orientation today. (tuesday) and i have to wear a bowtie and junk. lolzzz. i am a waitress, oh yeah duh. but i have to do training first, but i get paid for that ( Read more... )

i love (love is like a) heatwave. I LOVE THAT SONG. ahhhh. i pretty much love oldies. i think i lived during that era, and the 70s. whoaa. that would have hella tight. *drifts off into imagination* i finally got to drive again, but my wallet was in kitty's car. she dropped it off at my house, which was nice of her. i have a job interview at steak-n ( Read more... )

so i finally went to the YMCA today with my mom. i decided to go because a) if i didn't i know my mom would bitch at me if i didn't and b) i knew that the first time in a while is the worst, so why not get it over with. i am glad i went. i felt alot better after sweating and junk. once i get a car (if ever) i plan on going more often. and my mom ( Read more... )