Wellll first three guys had to push my car out of the snow and help me uncover it from the ice. That was on Thursday because of our blizzard! We didn't have school on Wednesday and my car door was frozen shut, so no work. The Thursday I had an extra hour between lunch and class, so I decided to attack the ice encasing my car. Some nice fella came ( Read more... )

Turn my words into a song!

You're like a sunrise.

Being around you makes me want to hate you.
Because if I hate you, then I don't have to deal
with this overwhelming affection that grows up in me.
This wild animal of affection that
rears up in me every time you come around. Because
if I hate you, I don't have to deal with
this wild animal of ( Read more... )

SUCCESS! I actually had a normal social interaction with Grayson! I was walking away from the Students' Center and he was walking towards it ( Read more... )

Fail. Fail fail fail fail fail. Epic fail. I failed. Failed to take advantage of a wonderful opportunity to talk to Grayson (more than I did), to walk with Grayson, to invite Grayson to dinner last night. To give Grayson just a little hint that the thought of his existance doesn't make me nauseous ( Read more... )

Fridadiday after work I met up with a few girls I lived with last year for Katilin's birthday. We went to Chuck E Cheese (or more literally, I went to Chuck E Cheese after work, they were lost for about an hour and the driver refused to listen to my directions (I mean, I was sitting in the parking lot so obviously I knew how to get there) and ( Read more... )

Remember in my last entry how I said I was feeling bogged down? I prayed that night that God would work it all out in his time, so that I could get my school work done and that I could do a good job at daycare for His glory. Since that night I've gotten off work early every day and had plenty of time to get done all the work I need to. I've always ( Read more... )

I made the Dean's List last semester (working 20-25 hours a week)! But this semester I am already feeling bogged down. I'm a little nervous. I know, I'm taking time out to update Lj, but I'm about to go to bed and don't want to start another assignment. I'm behind this week! I have everything written out in my planner and if I don't get it done on ( Read more... )

The Jonas Brothers concert was the most amazing thing I've ever attended. I said, "This is the best thing that's ever happened to me, besides Jesus, and the Jonas Brothers know Him, which makes it even better ( Read more... )

Grayson went on a date last night ( Read more... )

"You were born the wrong color in the wrong country."

Fact.

Sometimes I just feel so alone fighting an ignorant world. God is on my side though and I do believe I am living His will and it is my life's purpose to defend everything Jesus stans for. I will defend it, I will speak up, even in this world I'm standing alone.