So I changed my mind. So I can't figure out what I want. So I can. Does it really matter?
   I'm sorry I've neglected you. But in all honesty, I feel as though I can't write anywhere anymore because I might hurt someone. I can't have journals all to myself, because if that were the case, I'd constantly be hurting myself. For writing something I ( Read more... )

   I'm not sure what to make of it all. I'm unsure and totally involved in everything now. How am I supposed to describe everything that's been on my mind lately.

I miss the friends I had back in Freshmen year. I miss how we all were...well...there. I know that it's largly impart my fault, since I spend majority of my time with John. To be ( Read more... )

I honestly don't understand how this all happened. I mean, one moment I thought you hated me, and couldn't give a damn less, to the next (a few years later mind you) us laying in bed watching TV, with my ear to your chest listening to the sound of your heart beating. You have this calming effect on me, where even if my day is shit, you smile or do ( Read more... )

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you ( Read more... )

"Truthfully, you fucked me over. But I just got over it..."

That's good to know. Like I told you, what can I say to that. I'm sorry I did things the way I did them. I'm sorry I hurt you in the process. I'm so sorry about everything that happened within those couple weeks. I tried so hard not to be one of those girls you'd tell your next girlfriend ( Read more... )

Write down,to remind yourself on how it can be
How it can be

Heartstrings, you're tugging at my heartstrings
Helpless, I have become so helpless to your touch
touch me somehow
Restless, you leave me restless
breathless wait for me

The closer I come to you
the closer I am to finding God
You're a miracle to me
The closer I come to you
the closer I am to ( Read more... )

              You know, there once was a time where all my diary entries were very focused. They had one specific target, and it seems he's been a bit busy for some time now. Maybe I need a new target now, so my entries are more than just, "hello, my life sucks, goodbye." The only problem with all of this, is who would I really tell something like ( Read more... )

I'm so tired right now. Jesus...

So basically all my classes really are pointless. Human Geo seems sort of interesting, but mostly it was something to fill my schedule. Which does really suck some wang and everything but hey. I just wish they'd let me leave and come back. Tomorrow I'm going to end up getting out a little early because I've got to ( Read more... )

Hey. Guess what! First day of school is today. I'm sorta excited mostly just bummed. I don't really want this year to go down. Like I sorta wish I could skip all this and just go into the harder stuff. Heh. Ah well. We'll see what happens tomorrow.

*smiles* Sh...chya. He's awesome. He called me today, when it was all rainy and he told me to come ( Read more... )

Please do this...!

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. I'll tell you what flavor of ice cream you would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind ( Read more... )