as much as i love him, sometimes i could kick my boyfriend in the face.

i won't draw my guns

this is the last time around

the fighting's no more fun

in this cemetery town

**i'll be with you until the planet dies**

HHHAAAANNNNGGGGGOOOOOOVVVVEEERRRR

i just realized that they spelled my name wrong in my mothers obituary ( Read more... )

i am very sick ( Read more... )

so for the time being, it looks like there is a pretty good chance my love and i will be in florida for thanksgiving. right now we are looking at thursday through sunday. i hope it all goes well. i am looking forward to it a lot ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON!!!!!

everyone should go to apathyislethal 's journal and post her a happy 21st birthday!!!!!!!

i love you!!!!

**time is never time at all**

i think this is our theme song i keep hearing. it repeats in my head day after day and i wish i could just make it go away...but we both know i was always a liar.

~~~*~)~)***)()*******@#$&@$%&&(******_(+**)=*)&*****#34**%25'@^^^**

i'd give my legs to dance again, but what good would it do me? you were always the only one i needed to dance for. ( Read more... )

cliff died today. such a wonderful person. so many people in pain. his granddaughter died 2 months ago. imagine how the man in between feels. no father, no daughter. it's heart breaking, really. then again, most things are nowadays.

xx...i will try and shake away this disease...xx

...Reach for the crutches that keep in motion ( Read more... )